I gave birth to the baby Jesus .....and he looked a lot like you. I threw up the baby Jesus .....and I could smell your puke. I changed the diapers of baby Jesus .....and it was your shit. I culled and suckled the baby Jesus .....and you bit off a nipple. I rejected the baby Jesus .....and you clung to me. I renounced the baby Jesus and you pretended not to hear his cries He looks so much like you I regret his parentage. You fucked the ugliest virgin in thousands of years and hit the jackpot with the only baby Jesus left to be born. I taught the baby Jesus...at last accepting my motherhood while you slowly became more stupid.... ....confirmed in your belief of self-correction as an educated man who grew up with too much holy wine. I let go of the baby Jesus from a bridge over raging waters while you weren't looking .....and then you were gone.